Or Float Away Your Time lol……
Oh I did a sale today…. had there been a choice I wouldn’t have done but as ever there are vet bills and well I can make a bit doing these….
Stopped doing the really big ones, I just can’t lift and carry like that but this one is a fair-sized boot and Haz and Lil are welcome. I woke at 6…. I actually did get up, feed Alba as normal and then forgot it was Sunday and I had to go and went back to sleep…. Woke at 8 and hell was the lumber saying morning to me.
The lumber has been dodgy since I buried poor Ben but it’s changed in what it’s now doing… It so hurts and you go very weak in the middle and if you don’t listen to that…. It now makes me feel like I am going to pass out…. Not a good one actually…..
The other night i ony just made it to bed before I went….
They keep telling me it’s not important nerve damage…. You know what to me it is!!!
There is a lot of standing… ok I lean against the car but I also had trouble getting moving today and had taken the 20 oxycotins…. with the pregabalin and was kinda out of it for a lot of the day, lol. I never have been good at adding up….. never been this bad though 😉
Alba missed a bottle as well but she seems ok.. got the door open and she keeps coming in to see me.. oh aint I the lucky one, lol, she has got hold of some of Harry’s monster flakes for sure…. Did i tell you my friend who named her said she should be called Albad some days, lol today is the day for that for sure, lol.
I can see her through the window ( must clean them) and just now she is chasing cats…. chicken and also keeping an eye on the dogs….. She really does have so much energy and is taller than my lab which I might have said somewhere….
I am so in pain today… for a change eh?!
So here are my choices…. I either sit here and feel cut in half or I take more oxynorm and float…. mind even floating I might get some of the work I need to do done.. but actually I end up auditioning for the part of the dormouse in the hatters party instead…..
I don’t know sometimes life is hard…..
that’s when this lot kinda come into their own though…. I have no choice, I have to get up and do for them and its a hell of an incentive as well as actually being a good way to live….
Just sometimes its hard……
Mind I was better before the hole digging and with luck I will get it to be kinder to me soon…. Oh I so hope, lol. The neck is bad as well but the lumber is so unhappy with me it really does make me want to scream… and scream and scream…. you get the picture, lol.
Alba is back with the girls now…. they are laid down like two old book ends… Sheep do a lot of laying down and I think Alba has to learn
that bit, lol, mind she was doing the orphan Annie outside the door yesterday. She really was sat there looking fondly at the closed door and every so often getting up and coming up the ramp to nudge at it, lol. See hard mummy!
I am about to be again as she is in here chewing and knocking everything over… I have to dis lodge Velcro to put her out and Slurps is behind that…. oops Alba has just tried to dislodge Velcro her self… why do they never remember mummies have skin, lol.
Tell you Velc’s has this giant suction pad and being nudged and butted by a lamb isn’t going to shift her at all,lol. Ah she has gone back to the girl again and ia actually laid down by the door…. I am stunned but also secretly relived, lol.
She is a chewer and no mistake.
I took some more pic’s of her yesterday, found
my self sat on the grass and just letting her climb all over me… I am not a first time mum and should know better, lol.
Guess who has just come through the door… my luck ran out there again didn’t it 😉
I can’t believe how big she is getting to be honest, I guess the last ones grew this quick I just don’t remember as it was a long time ago… 7 weeks old and not much smaller than they are when they go to market.
Together we have started to make a make shift run for the chicks but I gave up after a few mins as I am not much good today for anything at all.
The lodgers have just come through so time to keep an eye on Alba and Flo… she has just been ok with her over the fence but she was watching her.
I think she thinks Alba is a new dog and they get a bit funny with them for a min or two. I shall just keep a quiet eye on that one though….. Flo will find she is dealing with the mummy from hell if she tries to chase Alba again…..
They re working their way up the field so we will go back to the make shift fence again in a bit though Alba is at present orphaning it just outside the window again….
You know this pain wont give up even though I been resting up dong this for a while be it with the occasional interruption of the make shift fence and the encroaching Alba, lol. I really wouldn’t have her any other way though but don;t tell her….
I think Wish knows how important she is but Alba is too young to be that secure and some of this running to me is from the flock thing of wonder from your mum a bit and then run back…. I have so loved having another lamb but it is hard work with the 2.5 hourly feeds and we don;t stop till well past midnight. Look at her though,
isn’t she worth the sleepless nights and tired days … and even, maybe the pain days…. Well I did say maybe, lol.